11 July 2006
... who your friends are
If in any way slightly depressed, pass over this particular blog, please. It depresses me just to write it!
Years of intermittent friendship have just gone down the plughole. The only way I can cope with this is denial; deny I've been taken for a fool; deny he stole from me (albeit such small things); indeed, deny that part of my life.
Never again shall I be altruistic. Never again shall I offer my home to anyone.
Of course, that makes me even angrier, as this whole ghastly experience has coloured my world view. How DARE he influence even when no longer part of my world!
Ah well, thus I draw a line in the sand and turn my face to the future, a little more cynical than before.
I start a new job, very soon, and therefore a new life. And, dearest reader, two dates already... gosh, if I'm not careful, I might have a sex life soon! Which, I'm sure, will make us ALL perk up!
¶ 7:45 pm
Years of intermittent friendship have just gone down the plughole. The only way I can cope with this is denial; deny I've been taken for a fool; deny he stole from me (albeit such small things); indeed, deny that part of my life.
Never again shall I be altruistic. Never again shall I offer my home to anyone.
Of course, that makes me even angrier, as this whole ghastly experience has coloured my world view. How DARE he influence even when no longer part of my world!
Ah well, thus I draw a line in the sand and turn my face to the future, a little more cynical than before.
I start a new job, very soon, and therefore a new life. And, dearest reader, two dates already... gosh, if I'm not careful, I might have a sex life soon! Which, I'm sure, will make us ALL perk up!
¶ 7:45 pm
